Monday, June 15, 2009 6/15/2009 02:27:00 AM
Recently been really stressed up with my sales target. Couldn't be able to think properly and i tend to forget alot of things to do and what i wanted to say. That is the reason why isn't my blog been updating. Many people told me to endure as the market for jobs aren't really in high demand and i knows. However, nobody try to understand what i am going through. I understand and did not blame anyone for this as they never know what i am doing. I really hope to be a full time student. But can i? I wants to go back to days whereby i don't have to stress on anything regarding sales i just want to lead a simple and stress-less life. But as when money concerns i cannot be able to do so. Hopefully everything will turn out right one day.
Despite being stress up at work. I spice up my life a little by joining another competition. Sang the same old "Jiang Nan" by Lin Jun Jie for my audition round. I made lots of mistake but thank god i made it into the semi-finals. I was shock to see the judges "green" card, meaning i am through for the next round. I happy for my friend, FRUIT as well for her to get through together with me. However, i found myself guilty for not supporting Juice, I was asleep when she had her audition. Can you imagine she actually came for the 3 rounds of my previous competition and yet i'm not there when she had her competition?! I'm sorry. Hope that we can join another competition again the next time.
27th June coming.... my semi-finals.... feeling kinda excited and nervous as well. Because most of the contestant were ULTRA strong can!? hahah. But i will try to be strong too!! Like what willis said, i'm there to compete myself and not other. If i have no confidences in myself why do i do have to compete others! Thanks Bro! I heard it and i will strive for it!
Stress please go away.