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I am a simple guy with a simple mindset who never liked complications. I am 21 years old whom most people claimed that I looked younger than my age. Probably because I have a smaller build. I am a sociable person that can easily click around with people and easy to adapt to a new environment. I can be hyperactive at times and love to crack lame jokes. I live my happiness in a simple way, which is how I live my life to the fullest. I am an extrovert person who can be a great conversationalist. I like to make people around me laugh and comfortable with me around. I love to mingle with joy and sorrow though sometimes I do not know how to express myself especially when someone cries in front of me. Probably stare at the person like a piece of wood? LOL. I am someone who never showed any signs of sadness when I am down before. I am a straightforward person though sometimes words just slip through my mouth. Hence, I offended some people around me. But now I have learned to change to be careful with my words, not giving any harsh comments and putting myself in others shoe. I can be very crappy at times and be an irritant too. I am a very open-minded person who can start with any scintillating conversation. There are problems within me, which are piling up in my life that some things made me so stressed up. I always learn to control my temper in every aspect. I always believe in nothing is impossible that everything in the world can be achieved by humans. I guess I have a Pentium 4 memory I can remember every single friends name, birth date, and what we used to do even I did not meet them for years. Everyday the hopes of my dreams are revolving in my mind. I made a big mistake before, therefore I learnt from the experiences. This has changed me to a brand new me. I am an animal lover. I love animals a lot. I want to open another S.P.C.A as big as Suntec City, a huge animal kingdom. But I dont think it will happen it just only my wishful part of my thinking. I guess its too miraculous to happen, but I still hope to fulfill this dream of mine! :)

Thursday, March 12, 2009 3/12/2009 01:42:00 AM

We probably have ever wanted to go against time, But when time arrived, we cannot be able to do anything. I've been in a stress mode lately, the amount of load that pounded onto me wasn't something i can handle. It feels like i was caught in waves from the shore that crashes onto one another leaving me struggling. Nevertheless, I could not even breathe.

Over the past few months, i thought i might gradually improve. I've tried. Things had been happening without sense. I was looking forward for my time to pass slower. much more slower.
With the exertion of force given upon myself and people around me, i realised tobaccos was absolutely helpless. I felt like giving up and yet i know i can't.

it came upon by chance, after consideration the conception existing in my mind went off. My heart went heavy and my mind went completely blank immediately not knowing what am i suppose to do next. I'm blessed that i did attempt to and at the same time did not; mixed feeling. Searching for the best antidote to cease me from thinking anymore. There are so much in life that i tend to overlook, and there's so much overlooking that i actually pay no attention to. I have always wanted to spell everything out but some thoughts rejected me from doing that. Those are the thoughs that has been with me all along, maybe till the day i bring myself forward to another level. However, at the very least while i'm still clear of what i'm doing. I asked myself.

Do i really have to express in words?
There's only one answer to my own question.

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