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I am a simple guy with a simple mindset who never liked complications. I am 21 years old whom most people claimed that I looked younger than my age. Probably because I have a smaller build. I am a sociable person that can easily click around with people and easy to adapt to a new environment. I can be hyperactive at times and love to crack lame jokes. I live my happiness in a simple way, which is how I live my life to the fullest. I am an extrovert person who can be a great conversationalist. I like to make people around me laugh and comfortable with me around. I love to mingle with joy and sorrow though sometimes I do not know how to express myself especially when someone cries in front of me. Probably stare at the person like a piece of wood? LOL. I am someone who never showed any signs of sadness when I am down before. I am a straightforward person though sometimes words just slip through my mouth. Hence, I offended some people around me. But now I have learned to change to be careful with my words, not giving any harsh comments and putting myself in others shoe. I can be very crappy at times and be an irritant too. I am a very open-minded person who can start with any scintillating conversation. There are problems within me, which are piling up in my life that some things made me so stressed up. I always learn to control my temper in every aspect. I always believe in nothing is impossible that everything in the world can be achieved by humans. I guess I have a Pentium 4 memory I can remember every single friends name, birth date, and what we used to do even I did not meet them for years. Everyday the hopes of my dreams are revolving in my mind. I made a big mistake before, therefore I learnt from the experiences. This has changed me to a brand new me. I am an animal lover. I love animals a lot. I want to open another S.P.C.A as big as Suntec City, a huge animal kingdom. But I dont think it will happen it just only my wishful part of my thinking. I guess its too miraculous to happen, but I still hope to fulfill this dream of mine! :)

Okay! Shifted over to a brand new office today! pretty excited to start work tomorrow.
casual attire and i'm starting work at 3pm!! simply great! met up with few of my friends after work and realised that we shared the common idea of the way we thought of someone. Finally, i felt so much better after lots of talking with you guys. Nowadays, it's pretty difficult to talk to people as you might not know whether they are genuine to you or not. But, after knowing that they are, it's so much comfortable talking to them. I just wants to be genuine to everyone i know. i smile or talk to you if i'm happy, i confront and ignore you if i found out that you are speaking ill or find all sorts of way to hit me with all of your rubbish crap sarcastic hypocrite words behind my back. It's pretty lousy of someone that can actually do this kinda of "things" behind people's back! haiZ... i wonder what will you get at the end of the day?! will you feel comfortable?! i doubt you will or maybe you would. definitely i would felt funny and i rather choose to be pleasing than being hated by anyone else because of my mouth! what for?!
I swear to myself that i will definitely go everything out if someone came and confront me anything which i didn't do or if i sense anything not right that are going againist me i will forward myself out. Let's not waste anyone time!! I'm here to learn not to make enemy, if you are a piece of shit that go find yourself a toilet bowl to stay in it. Don't go around messing up. It Stinks!

i finally completed stage One today!

i did a performance at Duman High School with Focus Music.i felt less anxious on stage compared to my past competitions. Maybe because i was paired up with Angel Shi Jie first for a duet before my solo performance. It sort of like a warm up for me. Song chemistry with Angel was growing merely and i can see it. Tomorrow gonna to be the last day to duet with her and i will definitely cherished that for sure! Being part of the performance was something that i have learnt a lot and i had great fun! Especially practicing together makes me felt like we were in the same class. okay! My feeling for today was actually slight nervous, my mouth dried out. I couldn't control my last notes as i'm short of breathe due to my nervous. plus. my tempo for the last verse was rather faster and it suppose to be. Lastly, i forgotten to smile at the audiences. All the mistakes will not happen tomorrow for both of my performances. try lah.. No promises. *haha* But before anything i was to mention that i did put in effort today alright!! Although still i look a little "not interested" But that was somehow a way i overcome my nervous on stage, i tends to loosen my body a little and it really really looks very "not interested" so i gonna changed that too for tomorrow. okay think i'm gonna stop here and go practice. cos it's just the first test. what if tomorrow i did worse than today, No matter what happens i will still blog for tomorrow.

Songs:
Duet with Angel Shi Jie - 制造浪漫
My Solo - 门没锁 (stand by only will cancel due to timeslot) and hopefully do!




Off to bed now, lots of work tomorrow. 4 new order to handle..
have to send resume and prepare for cold, very cold calls. haha...

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