Thursday, January 25, 2007 1/25/2007 01:16:00 AM

i am absolutely nervous as days past, the date of my competition was drawing near and yet i am even not ready. Still, i am thinking of what song to sing and whether could i relate the song well? Fish told me to sing with feel and forget that i'm actually in a competition..Bu.. But..Buttttt... HOW??? could i do that? it's my first time singing on stage in front of like so many people in plaza singapura, i really doesn't know how to overcome this shit. i got to be real confident in order for me to do so. But, seriously i could understand myself well that i neither attend for any of those music school nor any professional training, how could i actually stand there and sing .. by comparing others and me, i'm still way far behind.. hopefully, everything will goes smoothly on that day. hope that i won't make any mistake at all.. i will be happy even though i didn't enter the next round.. but i promise myself to attend to a music school one day as singing is part of my life...